So, today isn't the greatest day I've had. To fill you in, I have been in a relationship with " Sacha " for a year and a half. We broke up, and two weeks later to my surprise, he is dating "Lisa". I won't lie it was tough at first but eventually time heals everything, so all of you people out there who are still hurt by a similar situation don't lose hope and faith because everything is going to be alright.
Nevertheless, me and "Sacha" are broken up since let's say December, so it's been 6 months already. But you have to know we were pretty serious at first, but I guess that when you're only 18 you can easily fall in this illusion, this little love bubble and one day you wake up and realize this is all just a dream. Deep down, I always hope that "Sacha" will come back and we will live happily ever after but it doesn't always work out our way.
Me and "Sacha" started talking in March again. Things are still pretty weird between us, I mean I still hold a grudge against him but eventually I realized that I was maybe overreacting so I kind of let go off of the anger I had inside of me and decided to act civil. Oh yeah I forgot to tell you, I have been ignoring him since December till mid-March. And by ignoring, I mean IGNORING ( not replying to his text messages, avoiding him at school, or acting as if he was a ghost to me ). I eventually realized this was childish behavior and didn't want to look as the bitter ex girlfriend. So i changed the rules ;) I let him in again, and he eventually apologized for every little single thing he did to me. I was surprised and certainly did not expect this from him. So now, we're at this point where we are talking again, but there's still this cold iceberg between us if you know what I mean.
Today, he messaged me because I had asked him for some random things I needed. And then he messages me out of the blue " How are you ?" I reply " I'm good you ? " He replies to that and then nothing. I mean why are you trying to talk to me if it stops to " How are you ? ". Next thing I see, a picture of "Lisa" on a social network and a comment of his saying " I miss you ". I won't lie I was crushed, but you know at the end of the day he moved on I moved on, I am happy for him, but you know when you have this feeling that things are still left unwritten ? this is the feeling I had since our breakup...
Live, Laugh & Love, TMEgirl