It has been a couple of weeks, and I must say I miss writing ! I was very busy with revisions for my finals...
but trust me, it was worth the wait !
So, long story short, me and " Leo " got closer; not the kind of close you are probably thinking of, but closer as in we might have slept in the same bed; woah woah woah you wana know more?
So, there was this party organized by my school, and me and my friends decided to go. To my surprise, "Leo" was there. I wasn't giving him much attention because in my opinion he is way too cocky, he is this handsome boy who knows he is handsome and doesn't use it in the best way. Nevertheless, I decide to go up to him in the club after a good two hour of questioning myself whether I should or not. So, I end up going up to him and doing small talk. He said he was going to leave in 5 minutes, so I ask him very spontaneously if I can leave with him, as we both live in the same building. He obviously says yes, so we end up leaving, except I forgot my jacket at the club where my room keys were too, but I didn't know that until I get back to my building. Hang on, so, we arrive at our school campus and things start to move from here.
First, I get out of the cab, walk not even a meter, and fall in front of him big time, it was quite embarrassing. Then I walk bare feet to my building, and kiss him on the cheek goodnight. I get to my door, and realize I don't have my keys, my friends were still at the club so I was waiting for them to bring me back my jacket with my keys in it. So, in the mean time I decide to message "Leo" to ask if I could hang out with him by the time my friends get back. Well, obviously he says yes too. AND NOW it starts. so first I get in his room, and he is SHIRTLESS, honestly it wasn't something amazing to me, I was just so out of it that I couldn't really function. So I sit on a chair, and talk to him. Suddenly he asks " Do you wana lie down ? " I knew where this was going, but you know I just felt like its too easy, everything seems smooth and easy as he was feeding me, making me tea, puts on some nice music, any other girl would've jumped on the occasion as he is a very handsome man. Anyways, I get a message from my friend who tells me that my keys weren't in my jacket, so I was basically homeless. I knocked on my friends doors to see if I could eventually crash at their place for the night, they were all "busy" with their men. So, "Leo" kindly suggests that I can spend the night in his bed, with all due respect. I must tell you , this bed is a single bed, which means that two people sleeping in it would very much turn into a hook up very fast. I acted like I felt a bit uncomfortable and weird doing that, because I obviously don't know the guy, but I was homeless so I had to sleep in there. So I do, and next morning I wake up next to him felt very awkward, I go to his bathroom and get back in his bed. We both woke up at 2 in the afternoon, I decide to call security to open my room since I had lost my keys.Then I realized, we slept in the same bed, woke up together in the same bed, and NOTHING happened? a SINGLE bed not a KING SIZE BED where you have all the space you need, and yet we still managed not to touch each other at all ! So I come back to his room and take back my stuff from yesterday night, and I thought maybe we would kiss , but nothing happened, at all.
Next day, I ask him if he wants to watch a movie with me, to make it up for this awkward night. First he says he's at friends house, but he will come later on because his friends want to go out and not him. So I'm happy, cause it's gona work out my way but an hour later tells me not to wait up because his friends won't let him leave. So, I sleep and next day I wake up and go out of my building and I see him talking to this girl who is in my class for 3 hours, literally 3 hours, I was a bit upset because he didn't even try to make it up to me, or to reschedule and there he is talking to this girl for 3 hours, not to mention she isn't pretty at all. The day after that, I see him with her at school ,and the day after that my friend does see them again at midnight talking at school, and then I do see them talking at school around midnight. So, I decided , I am going to drop it for good.
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